A moment to reflect

Tonight I just want to reflect on how much love we feel from everyone.  In the comments from this weekend alone we heard from some of our new friends in North Carolina, Baltimore and Canada. I want each and every person who cares enough to check in on Ty every once in a while to know that you are the reason he/we are able to stay strong through all of this.  Thank you, thank you, thank you.

We will be on the road at 5:30AM, heading down to the city to begin our first full week of treatment.  As much as I want to hold onto every second of every day, I also have such anxiety over this.  I am anxious for this six weeks to be over, for the treatment to work wonders, and for Ty to begin feeling well again.  I can't stand watching him like this.  I just want my baby to feel remotely good again.  I know he will because I have very clear visions of him enjoying the warm weather on his feet this summer, and many more summers thereafter.  :)

We love you and look forward to keeping you posted on how Ty is doing as the week progresses.  Thanks again for all of your loving support.  XOXOXO. 

Comments

  1. Alex, Lauren, AJ and Dylan MatraleMarch 6, 2011 at 9:26 PM

    Your families strength is SO SUPER remarkable! We are keeping you all in our thoughts and we are sending all good vibes, prayers, thoughts, well wishes, healing powers, and all good things Tys way! Keep up the posts you have SO many that love your little boy who have never even met him! I check in on a daily basis and just know he has to make a huge turn for the better soon!

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  2. AnonymousMarch 6, 2011 at 9:53 PM

    I know it must be difficult to update us all on Ty. Ty seldom leaves my thoughts and prayers and is along side my two little boys in my heart. We as a family continue to pray for Ty and as my 3 year old says, please God make Ty's owie go away. We all continue to pray. Our prayers include all of you though that God will keep sending you strength. Remember He walks with you and holds you even when you think he is not there. God's blessings sent from Georgia.

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  3. momsjulesMarch 6, 2011 at 11:07 PM

    Hi Cindy, just want you to know that we are checking in on Ty daily and continually praying for all of you. Stay strong Ty! You are amazing and we love and admire you!
    Love and prayers always, Raena

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  4. trimyourbodyMarch 6, 2011 at 11:51 PM

    As many prayers as possible coming your way from NJ..

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  5. Rachel MarinoMarch 7, 2011 at 3:30 AM

    Good luck guys, we love you and we'll be praying that radiation is the answer to all of your prayers. Get well Ty! We can't wait to go swimming in the hot tub with you and skiing with you next year in Vermont. Love and Hugs and POSITIVE thoughts coming your way. Love, Rachel

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  6. AnonymousMarch 7, 2011 at 6:43 AM

    You are so amazingly positive... God bless you!

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  7. ChristinaMarch 7, 2011 at 6:45 AM

    and for every beautiful clear vision you have of Ty on the beach, I keep visioning him blowing 4 candles out on his birthday cake! Wishing you comfort and love today and this whole week.

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  8. jillyeherrMarch 7, 2011 at 7:32 AM

    I am so amazed by Ty and your Families strength and love! I check in every day to see how Ty is doing and send prayers constantly Ty's and your family’s courage has truly inspired me and I will be praying for him to be up and running amuck for the beautiful summer weather. Lots of love and Prayers are coming your Way from Boston Mass<3

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  9. CDN MummyMarch 7, 2011 at 9:30 AM

    So many of us go through life never having to take a pause and value what we already have. Your blog teaches us that even when awful things happen hope can still prevail. Your family's hope is inspirational. Ty will get better, he will have the strength to get through this and he will walk on the sand this summer. Thank you once again for sharing with us.

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  10. craft-a-lotMarch 7, 2011 at 10:45 AM

    dear little ty. when i think of the word HERO i think of you.you have tought this 49 yr old heart paient to stop complaining, and to not feel sorry for my self any more. i read about you every day. i laugh and cry with you.and i pray for you every night befor i close my eyes.
    you gave me strangth when i couldnt find any more. god bless you.and yes you are my HERO.

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  11. AllieMarch 7, 2011 at 11:50 AM

    I read your blog everyday and Ty is constantly in my prayers, as is your family. I hope this treatment kicks cancer's butt and gives Ty the reign to run around like crazy all summer (:

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  12. GraceMarch 7, 2011 at 12:11 PM

    Ty, I wish you the continuing strength for these upcoming weeks of treatment. Keep being strong and remember Brucie cannot wait to spend time with you this summer! You are his and our little Hero!! God Bless you always...my prayers are with you each and every moment!!!
    Luv, The Baldassarra Family!

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  13. UnknownMarch 7, 2011 at 2:00 PM

    Always thinking of TY and praying for all of you. I truly hope you can feel all the prayers that are constantly being sent your way. God Bless you all!!

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  14. KyleMarch 7, 2011 at 2:45 PM

    Your family is amazing. I'm praying for you guys every day! Blessings in disguise! Stay Strong!

    Kyle in Milwaukee

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  15. Rosalyn GaztambideMarch 7, 2011 at 6:43 PM

    LOVE + FAITH + HOPE = HEALING! Wishing you SUCCESS with this treatment. We love you!

    Remember:
    Healing yourself is connected with healing others. Yoko Ono

    Love one another and help others to rise to the higher levels, simply by pouring out love. Love is infectious and the greatest healing energy. Sai Baba

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  16. Marilyn BeckMarch 7, 2011 at 7:09 PM

    I hope that Ty did well today. The boys and I picked up something for Ty yesterday. They thought it would be "cool" for Ty to have. I will leave it with your babysitter. Remember we are all here in Pawling praying for Ty and for all of you. I have seen miracles happen and am praying for one for you. Marilyn

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  17. TinkMarch 8, 2011 at 12:22 AM

    I lit a candle and said a special prayer for TY at church today so I know he will do well these next few weeks and have a speedy recovery. His angels will make sure of it! Sending all of you Strength in the body, Peace in the mind, Wisdom to make the right choices, and Love to fill ur hearts on a daily basis. Much Love, xoxoxo
    Allison

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  18. UnknownMarch 8, 2011 at 11:10 AM

    We're sending lots of love and prayers your way. Ty is a beautiful little boy, and we all want to see him get better soon.
    xo Virginia

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  19. UnknownMarch 8, 2011 at 1:19 PM

    Lenny and I think about all of you each and every day and can't wait to be able to hang out with you in the summer when Ty is feeling better. I honestly believe this will work for him. Much love and prayers your way always.

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  20. Colleen RosenMarch 8, 2011 at 3:59 PM

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  21. Colleen RosenMarch 8, 2011 at 4:08 PM

    I am cool because I get shout-outs on the blog.

    I have seen miracles with my own two eyes working in pediatrics. No one has to convince me that it is beyond-a-doubt possible for things to change, either quickly or slowly, leaving everyone in astonishment. When miracle-kids stroll back into the hospital for a visit, as if having never endured extended physical and mental horror before my own two eyes, there are no words to describe the feelings inside. It's just a miracle sometimes.

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  22. MelissaMarch 9, 2011 at 12:03 AM

    Truly amazing story :-)
    This lil boy has strength that is undescribable and amazing! You should be the proudest parents in the world. Ty has touched my life. I'm unsure how I came across his story but I check for updates often. I think of you guys and pray for you all. I pray for him and hope for a miracle! I don't know where you find the time to update but appreciate that you do! You have one amazing child! Hang in there little one! This fight is yours!

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  23. AnonymousMarch 15, 2011 at 10:58 AM

    Our family is still watching with every breath, day after day we check for updates and sometimes post. Patrick (2yrs old) who is about to turn 3, looks just like Ty and he always asks me about him. He comes running to the computer, Ty Ty he yells. So cute. Danny who just turned 6 last week also keeps asking about what cancer is and I try to explain but its hard. Keep that smile going cute little boy! We are all here for you. Like our little Patchy says, "Buzz Lightyear - To infinny and Be-On....!!" Keep fighting Ty!!! Keep fighting!!!

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  24. AnonymousMarch 15, 2011 at 11:01 AM

    I don't know why it said John on the last post. I updated that. The name was wrong. Sorry.

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