Cancer sux

Ty had a great checkup at the clinic today, his numbers are still looking really good - but he's just not feeling good tonight.  Headaches, nausea... this face kinda says it all.  We're going to call it a day.  More tomorrow.

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  1. Colleen RosenOctober 12, 2010 at 7:46 PM

    Awe buddy!!! Poor guy. Don't worry. The cancer feels worse.

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