6:15 a.m. That's what time he finally fell asleep. Gavin up since 7. How will Lou and I get through the day!?
Anything but cancer
Cancer is not welcome here. It can never, ever, ever, ever, ever come back. As I mentioned yesterday, Ty has been showing some physical symptoms that we haven't seen in a long time. Please, God, don't let it be cancer again. Anything but cancer. I spoke to Ty's doctor first thing this morning and he believes the increased weakness we are seeing on Ty's left side is not related to new cancer growth - but that doesn't rule out the possibility. He feels that Ty is suffering from spasticity, which is becoming more visible now only because Ty is getting stronger. As Ty's muscles begin to regain mass and tone, the neurological weakness on his left side is becoming more noticeable. This spasticity is likely permanent, but also treatable with continued therapy. When I spoke to his physical therapist later today, she agreed that it would explain what she is seeing, and then she reassured me that walking again is still a highly...
Cindy...I wish I lived next to you, as I know we would be quick friends, then I could come and give you and Lou a much needed break. I can feel your pain (well as much as I can imagine?) and know the exhaustion levels, although my twins are quite loud and may wake your somber? LOL...keep the fight up, you already won, but to stay on top you must rise above, which you have done time and time again. I still have those moose turds candies, was holding them because I did not want to send them if Ty was having a tough time swallowing and did not want to throw any fuel to the fire...if he is ok with them please let me know, as I would love to send a package for him and Gavin to open. With much love and hugs coming your way...
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Oh Cindy, I hope you slept at some point. I am so sorry for the night you guys had. You are such a beautiful spirit. All of you. I know you hear it all the time, but good times are ahead. Yes.. they still do exist. God bless you
ReplyDeleteHmmmmm...so concerned about you all. How are you doing? Sending lots of love and happy thoughts, Marianne
ReplyDeleteHmmmmm...so concerned about you all. How are you doing? Sending lots of love and happy thoughts, Marianne
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