Every morning, I make coffee. I am completely in love with my morning cup (or three), and I don't know how I could start the day without it. But since Ty died, I have had a very hard time making my coffee in the morning. And, every day it tastes absolutely terrible. Gross, in fact. I might have to go out for coffee in the morning from now on... Since we moved to Pawling, three months after his original cancer diagnosis, Ty and I started a coffee ritual. Ty's legs were so weak but his upper body was strong (at the time), so I often let him sit on the counter in our new kitchen so I could do what I needed to do without him feeling left out - not even for one second. One of the most important of which was making coffee. Ty and me, we were two peas in a pod. We did EVERYTHING together. I can't tell you how lonely I am now. For the first time in so long, I am having a hard time explaining my grief...
Thank you for keeping us posted. I am sure it helps you to vent your struggles as it is to us to absorb them. Know that your pain is ours and our prayers are with you.
ReplyDeleteTy is a champion and we know he is in God's hands through the doctors.
We all love you very much and we will keep in touch!
As the full moon lights up the sky, I am sure his smile lights up your life. Be strong, the worst is passed.
Remember
Peace begins with a smile.
Mother Teresa
Peace is a journey of a thousand miles and it must be taken one step at a time.
Lyndon B. Johnson
Better than a thousand hollow words, is one word that brings peace.
Buddha
Love always!
The Wolpert's Gaztambide from PR