Cancer: The Emperor of All Maladies
The book sits on my nightstand. I have referred to it often and found Siddhartha
Mukherjee’s eloquent writing to be so perfectly explicative whether one has
studied cancer at the PhD level, or for someone like me whose own child was
diagnosed and who is desperately trying to learn about this evasive disease
that took hold of my son.
I first learned that Ken Burns agreed to produce a
documentary series based on the book for PBS in early 2014. When I was asked if I would participate in a
series of promotions for the documentary, I jumped out of my chair with
enthusiasm. I was so certain that a
documentary like this would be crucial in helping the public better understand
this disease that affects each and every one of us. The magic that they created out
of my clumsy interview simply takes my breath away.
My son was diagnosed in 2010 and I have since been
completely wrapped up in cancer -- childhood cancer in particular -- and I am
still overwhelmed by its complexity.
From trying to understand, “Where does it come from?” and “How did this
happen?” to “What do we do to destroy it?” I expect this documentary will be
eye-opening.
Last week I attended the premiere in New York and watched 30
minutes of footage that was pulled from the complete 6 hour series. What unfolded on the screen in front of me
had me glued to my chair at some points, and walking out of the room at others. Even after all I’ve been through, all that
I’ve witnessed first-hand, I was surprised by the range of emotions I
experienced.
There was historical video footage of U.S. Presidents, one
after another after another over decades, who declared cancer a national
priority and who claimed a cure is on the horizon. It was a sinking realization of just how long
we have been trying to beat this beast.
A punch in the gut.
In order to tell the history of cancer, it is necessary to
focus on the incredible advances that have been made in treating leukemia. The progress that has been made is
mind-blowing, but when I saw the word “Vincristine” across the screen as one of
the first agents that helped to cure these children in the 1950s, I couldn’t
control my tears because 60 years later my son received Vincristine for his
brain tumor. It was ineffective, the side effects were horrific and he deserved
better.
We are at the cusp of discovering alternative, therapeutic
treatment options that can effectively fight cancer with less toxicity, but
they just aren’t available to treat most cancers – at least not yet. It’s not happening fast enough, and there are
children who are running out of time. I
saw my beautiful son’s face in the photos and video footage of every desperate
child on that screen and couldn’t help but think, “God, we have come so far on
one hand, and on the other hand we have made no progress at all.”
I am excited about the level of knowledge that has been
gained. I was getting chills when
listening to the oncologists and researchers talk about how much we finally
know and, more importantly, understand about cancer on a cellular level. For the first time, we have a foundation of
real knowledge on which to build our new plan of attack, and that is so
hopeful. However it is misleading to
position the progress that has been made against childhood cancers the way it is
being portrayed in some of the reviews I have read.
Yes, today doctors can cure 80% of childhood cancers… but
this statement greatly downplays the need for private funding of research. That
80% lumps all childhood cancers together into one category and paints a picture
of great progress, which is a grossly inaccurate portrayal of the real
situation. There are 12 main types of
childhood cancers (each with hundreds of subtypes) and those 12 childhood cancer
categories are all very different - with very different cure rates. The most aggressive childhood cancers
including brain tumors, neuroblastoma and sarcomas, have not seen an increase
in successful treatments over the past 20 years, yet the diagnoses rates for
those cancers have increased 29% in those same 20 years.
I fear that the excitement around the incredible progress
that has been made in understanding cancer and how to treat it will give the
false impression that research funding has done its job. On the contrary, research funding is
desperately needed now more than ever
in order to harness this knowledge and catapult the development of new
treatments. The day must come when the
miraculous story of Emily Whitehead that was featured in the documentary
becomes a miracle story for every child diagnosed with cancer.
What I have seen of this documentary so far has me convinced that
it is going to be a fascinating series filled with staggering information and unyielding
hope. Which is exactly what we need to
see. There isn’t a person in this world
who hasn’t been or won’t be affected by cancer, and we must educate ourselves
on the history of cancer and the progress being made.
After the premiere, I had the privilege of meeting Ken Burns
himself. He referred to me as the “Muddy
Puddles” mom because he was familiar with my mantra around letting kids be kids
in honor of those that can’t. He told me
that he felt his mom in the room with him that night, and I told him that I
felt Ty was there, too. That all of our
loved ones lost to this disease were watching and nodding and whispering in our
ears, “This is good. This is very good. Keep it up.”
Airing March 30, March 31 and April 1 on PBS.
I am reading your comments as I watch the second of the three episodes in this series. Time has flown by and progress has lagged behind. God help us to close the gap for all of cancers especially childhood cancer.
ReplyDeleteso sorry but I have no clue how I missed your few last posts. I have never for a second stopped thinking about Ty and how frustrating it is that people still think that we are so successful at ctreating and curing kids cancer. We are not even close to that. What mom can accept that "there is nothing more we can do for you" and drive her baby home and look into his eyes and promise him he is going to a "better" place. Until all the kids have the cure and the treatment they deserve we aren't progressing. Ty deserves it and every child deserves it.
ReplyDeleteMiss you so much my beautiful hero.