Blogger always has problems. I wanted to attach this photo of Gavin to my previous post, but it wouldn't allow it. Here is a quick snapshot of what I was dealing with today. He took all of the toys out of his toychest to hide from me when it was time for breakfast. The day was off to a great start <yes, that is meant to be sarcastic>. Still, he is one cute kid and I am so blessed :) XOXO. Goodnight.
Who will put the love in my coffee??
Every morning, I make coffee. I am completely in love with my morning cup (or three), and I don't know how I could start the day without it. But since Ty died, I have had a very hard time making my coffee in the morning. And, every day it tastes absolutely terrible. Gross, in fact. I might have to go out for coffee in the morning from now on... Since we moved to Pawling, three months after his original cancer diagnosis, Ty and I started a coffee ritual. Ty's legs were so weak but his upper body was strong (at the time), so I often let him sit on the counter in our new kitchen so I could do what I needed to do without him feeling left out - not even for one second. One of the most important of which was making coffee. Ty and me, we were two peas in a pod. We did EVERYTHING together. I can't tell you how lonely I am now. For the first time in so long, I am having a hard time explaining my grief...
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And lia's wish at Adam's wishing well this week was..." I don't like when I get time out, I don't like when Mommy yells, I don't like when Ty has cancer" .
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