Every single time I lay down next to Ty, I am overcome by pure love. I could stare at his face for hours and hours on end. I am so grateful for him, no matter what.
Thank you, God, for giving him to me
For letting me be his mama
I haven't done anything to deserve such beauty and perfection
I am humbled beyond words
And eternally grateful for every single minute
For every breath we share, lying face to face like this
I give you everlasting thanks.
Ty is being moved out of Memorial Sloan Kettering to the Pediatric ICU (PICU) across the street. His physical strength hasn't improved much and his heart rate is dropping. This is just a precautionary measure, just to be safe, because the heart rate is most likely tied to all of the steroids he is on right now. On the plus side, I think his head pain is finally slowing down. He had a very good night's sleep and for that I am grateful. We will be taking an ambulance across the street - we have done this many times before - and all I keep thinking is how much I hope this is his last trip in an ambulance, ever. Calling all prayers. XOXO.