Coping with his absence at Crimpy time
Holidays are built on tradition. They come with a host of annual rituals that stir up all sorts of long-term memories from as far back as early childhood (when I got a “Baby This N’ That” from Santa), and as recent as just last year (when I failed at cookie decorating). I remember who gave me almost every ornament on my tree. I chuckle every time I count the 11 “Baby’s First Christmas” ornaments we have for Ty, and only one we received for Gavin. Sorry Gavin, it’s just a fact of life when you are not the first-born. Then there are his ornaments. The one he picked out when we were on our Make A Wish trip in Disney. The ones where a bear holds a number for each Christmas he celebrated with us, but the numbers stop at “5”. The ones that adorn his beautiful photos with sentiments such as, “always in our hearts,” and “Christmas in Heaven.” I seriously don’t know how we survive tree trimming each year. Every ornament I pull from the box stabs a bit harder and stings a bit sha