Friday, June 23, 2017

Where's My Baby?

On my way to work today, I stopped at the supermarket to drop off recyclables.  When I stepped out of the car, I had that inexplicable “mom” feeling to double check the backseat for Bodhi.  That, “where’s my baby” feeling that shakes you up for just a split second until you recall he’s safe at home.

After Ty died, it happened to me all the time, but I never had that comforting relief of remembering he’s safe at home.  Instead it would be followed by the immediate sensation of my heart dropping into my stomach, a brick weighing down on my chest, and a knot in my throat because the opposite was true.  In that instant I was sucked back to reality and reminded that he’s gone forever.

Slowly the instinct faded away.  I rarely look for him in my backseat anymore, and although it is a very natural progression, it still comes coupled with guilt.  I don’t want to feel any distance between us.  We are approaching an anniversary where he’s been gone longer than he’s been with us, and that is just too impossible to imagine.  I remain in shock over losing him, and I will feel this way for the rest of my life.  I simply can’t believe or accept all that has happened to him and to our family. 

Ty and I used to spend every day in the car together.  Driving to NYC for clinic, driving to treatments in Westchester, to “school” and Physical Therapy at Blythedale.  I would reach back while driving and hold his foot all the time, glancing back whenever possible to catch a peek at him seated diagonally behind me. 

When I continued on my way to the office this morning, driving what used to be our usual route on 22 South, I started playing “I Spy” out loud.  “I spy, with my little eye, something…. Green!”  I gave clues to the empty backseat, “it’s not up high in the trees… it’s down low on the ground…” and I tried to recall the sound of his weak little voice saying “gwass!”  After the next challenge, “I spy with my little eye, something… white!” I immediately felt pathetic and desperate.  These intense feelings come on so strong and out of nowhere, sometimes.

Then again, maybe it wasn’t out of nowhere.  It was Gavin’s last day of second grade today.  I thumbed through his elementary school yearbook and identified all the kids I remember from Ty’s preschool and I’m in awe of how much they’ve grown – many of whom are moving up to Middle School next year!   Social media has been filled with graduation photos, and first/last day comparisons.  Friends are making signs and going to the school to pick up their kids in celebration.  But I just can’t find the energy to pretend today.  I wanted to take Gavin to Splash Down or something special, but I think I’ll simply leave work a little early, snuggle him, and just survive today, instead.  

It looks like rain is in the forecast for the next couple of days here in New York.  When you see a muddy puddle… please… you know what to do.  Just do it.  Jump in.  You’re never too old.  Let’s celebrate our kids, and rejoice in our children who are growing up, graduating, living life and loving it!  XOXOXOX.  I’m so proud of them all.


Bodhi and Gavin watching TV together - my heart is exploding!



38 comments:

  1. You are amazing Cindy... I think of TY very often.. He will always have a place in my heart. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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  2. "Always heaven is a place nearby
    So I won't be so far away.
    And if you try and look for me
    Maybe you'll find me someday.
    Heaven is a place nearby
    So there's no need to say goodbye
    I wanna ask you not to cry
    I'll always be by your side."

    Ty <3 will be always By your side <3 !!! And you are amazingly beautiful person :) I will send you all my prayers and strenght.

    //Johanna

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  3. I still check this page often and think of your family often. Lots of love from strangers in Colorado.

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  4. Hi Cindy
    I have missed your blog so much
    its almost like I needed your daily update to know you are feeling ok
    I was driving in a car with my baby boy and looking outside recently and enjoying the summer day and suddenly as it happens sometimes I thought of you and also of any mom who hears that her child has cancer
    they are probably not able to see the beauty when they drive with their mind occupied and feeling sad
    the horror of being in a situation when you cant help is the worst feeling ever.
    as always I miss baby Ty your handsome beautiful always smiley boy.
    please know you are always in my thoughts
    miss you superTy.
    Tatiana

    PS please share what you are feeding this delicious baby he is so yummy and chubby.


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  5. So glad to hear from you!! Love the picture of Gavin and Bodhi! Thank you so much for sharing with us. Somehow you always say What the rest of us can only think but cannot express. I only know Ty through you blogs but I miss him daily also. Keep smiling and know that someday you will have the honor of being with him again. Bless you!!

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  6. Cindy, Your writing is so beautiful and sincere. I hope you keep up with it in whatever form. We all look forward to hearing from you as I have learned from reading your comments section.. It's such beautiful and raw honesty, truly unlike another. I am not the only that thinks about your sweet boy and his legacy. You had mentioned CATCH FIRE this weekend :)



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  8. Just want you to know I think of you, your family and precious Ty all the time. It rained in Dallas today and I let my granddaughter jump in the puddles for Ty.

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  21. Read your blog, incredibly sad story as all those that end this way, we had our share at home too and I know where you are coming from. I just wanted to comment about how much Bodhi looks like Ty, such a gift. Have a lovely life.

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  22. Hello every one i have just met with this reunitingexspell@gmail.com and i finally find out that he is really a truthful spell caster and so powerful and i believe that he is the most powerful spell caster that i have ever met. how i wish i met him before. my husband would have just come back to me.and every thing happened just the way Dr. Magbu had said it,i am so happy that i have met with Dr. Magbu,and now i have my husband back to my self. if you all that are here have not tried Dr. Magbu,just have to do so and get your heart desires fulfilled. stop been doubting i have tested him and i am now a fulfilled woman. And that's why i am out on the internet today, testifying of what he has done for me and my husband, if you were in my situation contact him through this email reunitingexspell@gmail.com

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  23. After 9 years in marriage with my hubby with 3 kids, my husband started going out with other ladies and showed me cold love, on several occasions he threatened to divorce me if I dare question him about his affair with other ladies, I was totally devastated and confused until an old friend of mine told me about a spell caster on the internet called DR. Okojie who help people with their relationship and marriage problem by the powers of love spells, at first I doubted if such thing ever exists but decided to give it a try, when I contacted him, he helped me cast a love spell on my husband and within 24hours my husband came back to me and started apologizing, now he has stopped going out with ladies and he is with me for good and for real. Contact this great spell caster for your relationship or marriage problem and all kinds of problem you find difficult to resolve and he will put a lasting solution to it. You can also contact him if you are unable to bear children. Here is his email drokojiespellhome6@gmail.com

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  24. After 9 years in marriage with my hubby with 3 kids, my husband started going out with other ladies and showed me cold love, on several occasions he threatened to divorce me if I dare question him about his affair with other ladies, I was totally devastated and confused until an old friend of mine told me about a spell caster on the internet called DR. Okojie who help people with their relationship and marriage problem by the powers of love spells, at first I doubted if such thing ever exists but decided to give it a try, when I contacted him, he helped me cast a love spell on my husband and within 24hours my husband came back to me and started apologizing, now he has stopped going out with ladies and he is with me for good and for real. Contact this great spell caster for your relationship or marriage problem and all kinds of problem you find difficult to resolve and he will put a lasting solution to it. You can also contact him if you are unable to bear children. Here is his email drokojiespellhome6@gmail.com

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  25. Hi My name is "BEKAR JOE" I was married for 15years with lilian. things started getting ugly and we had fights and arguments almost every time... it got worse at a point that she filed for divorce... I tried my best to make her change her mind & stay with me.she moved out of the house and still went ahead to file for divorce... I pleaded and tried everything but still nothing worked. The breakthrough came when someone introduced me to this wonderful, great spell caster who eventually helped me out... I have never been a fan of things like this but just decided to try reluctantly cause I was desperate and left with no choice... He did special prayers and used roots and herbs... Within 2 days she called me and was sorry for all the emotional trauma she had cost me, she moved back to the house and we continue to live happily. what a wonderful miracle Dr Brown did for me and my family. I have introduced him to a lot of couples with problems across the world and they have had good news... I strongly believe someone out there need's his help.{ drjoebroken48hours@gmail.com} or Whatsapp him ( +2348132557027 )so make extra effort to save your marriage/relationship if it's truly worth it

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  26. i am Lucy and i want to thank Dr Azuba for bringing back my ex boyfriend, we broke up for more than 8 month and he told me that he will never want to see me in his life again. i love him so much to the extend that i could not think of dating any man again, i was confused and depress due to the love i had for him.i did everything i could do to have him come back to me but all went in vain. so i decided to contact a spell caster, i did not believe in spell casting i just want to try it may be it would work out for me. i contacted dr Azuba for help,and he told me that he have to cast a love spell on him, i told him to do it. after 5 days my boyfriend called me and started to apologize for leaving me and also he told me that he still love me. i was very happy and i thank dr Azuba for helping get back my ex back to my hands. his spell is the greatest of all over the world, it was the love spell he cast on my ex that make him come back to me. all you ladies who want back their ex back i want you to contact Dr.Azuba for the return of your ex boyfriend and also your ex girlfriend he can also cast any kind of spell you want him to cast for you. his contact email is azubaspelltemple@gmail.com or +2348149271063

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  27. I still imagine how Dr Henry brought my ex lover back to me in just 3 days. No one could have ever made me believe that there is a real spell caster whose love spell really works until i saw it does. am Dennis and I want to quickly tell the world that there is a real on line spell caster that is powerful and genuine, His name is Dr Henry of Permanent Spell Cast. He helped me recently to reunite my relationship with my ex lover who left me, When i contacted Dr Henry, he cast a love spell for me and my ex lover who said she doesn't have anything to do with me again called me 3 days after for us to settle all our differences and get back into the relationship. She is back now with so much love and caring. Today i am glad to let you all know that this spell caster has the powers of bring lost lovers back as he had helped me. There is nothing else as great as been with the woman you love and i am so happy that my ex lover is back to me with the help of Dr Henry. If you have similar problem i will advise you to contact Dr Henry too, he is always there to help you and put a smile on your face as he did to me and others.
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  28. I still imagine how Dr Henry brought my ex lover back to me in just 3 days. No one could have ever made me believe that there is a real spell caster whose love spell really works until i saw it does. am Dennis and I want to quickly tell the world that there is a real on line spell caster that is powerful and genuine, His name is Dr Henry of Permanent Spell Cast. He helped me recently to reunite my relationship with my ex lover who left me, When i contacted Dr Henry, he cast a love spell for me and my ex lover who said she doesn't have anything to do with me again called me 3 days after for us to settle all our differences and get back into the relationship. She is back now with so much love and caring. Today i am glad to let you all know that this spell caster has the powers of bring lost lovers back as he had helped me. There is nothing else as great as been with the woman you love and i am so happy that my ex lover is back to me with the help of Dr Henry. If you have similar problem i will advise you to contact Dr Henry too, he is always there to help you and put a smile on your face as he did to me and others.
    email: permanentspellcast@yahoo.com
    WhatsApp/Call: +2348100663964.
    Website: https://permanentlovespellcaster.wordpress.com

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