Nothing new to report

Although our breakthrough day yesterday was followed by a sleepless night with several headaches, we had another wonderful day today without any episodes of pain.  Ty always tends to suffer more at night, so we don't believe last night was a setback, just par for the course.  He is an amazing little boy.

We are laying in bed together and Ty is yelling for me to put the computer away, so more tomorrow.

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