I told you that my emotions are the worst when all is quiet. Well, tonight everyone was off to bed but me... frantically wiping kitchen counters and straightening up the house so I can exhale feeling prepared before we leave first thing tomorrow morning. Of course, thoughts of TY consumed my mind. I just can't stop thinking about him, especially when I'm alone. As I was spreading the mayo on Gavin's sandwich for school tomorrow I just impulsively said "Hi Ty," outloud. That was followed by an awkward glance up for no reason at all. Wouldn't you know who greeted me right at that very second? A ladybug. On my ceiling. AGAIN. In the middle of winter on a freezing cold night. I climbed a chair to get a picture and she just crawled closer to me until she was practically looking right into my eyes. I love that ladybug. The signs I get from Ty are so incredible. Thank God for them. How else would I be able to cope? Isn't it beautiful?
|This is undeniable proof as far as I'm concerned|
PS - A special tree draped in nothing but candy. This was made especially for Ty by his Nana, with a shiny blue star on top. Thank you so much, Nana. I look at it constantly and think about how much Ty must love it.